• Mluvz. {♥}

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Melissa's my name ♥.

Nineteen @15nov'92

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♥Rei, boyfriend.
♥Gavin, longlostbro.
♥Jansen, dumbx2.
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♥Kath, xingan.
♥Mixue, precious.
♥Odilia, bestie.
♥Tristty, lover.
♥Weiling, girlfriend.

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Thursday, January 06, 2011

Heya sweethearts! :D

Long time since i've updated!
life's been such a blast!
thanks to my dear boyfriend, hoho.
well, quitted gaming &all. :S
Life became kinda boring, but well.
i guess it's soon gona end due to attachment! :B
&ofcause, i must thank that dumbass of mine.
for like accompanying me everyday. Obsession indeed! HAHAHA.
Gym training tomorrow man! Gotta chionggg.
new year resolution, get my A. &get a slim body! :D
jiayou my dear, let's work hard together, ily!

There's no story w/o love.❤2:55 AM

Friday, December 03, 2010

When it reaches th limit..

Sigh, life's more &more fucked up.
alone in this pathetic world, with nobody t accompany.
with nobody t study with, with nobody t talk t.
seriously, at times i just feel like ending it.
nobody understands this pain, nobody understands what it feels like.
Studies have been deproving, skipping school w/o thinking of the consequence as well.
wake up mel! Your exam's in 3days-.- gg-fied.
what about audi? fucked up game w fucked up people inside.
don't understand why i keep playing that. I'm eighteen.
time t grow up? sigh.
but what else can i do? i can't go out, i can't play lame games. Ughs.
As for him, i really don't know what t do.
trying my best t not care so much, until it reached th limit.
please, tell me.
what does this relationship have besides th status? ..
i'm so sick of boys, their lies, their "promises" & lastly,
th sweet talks they love t give just t cover up their fking asses-.-
Irritating much.
fk this life. _l_

There's no story w/o love.❤1:14 PM

Sunday, October 17, 2010

Just another day...

You're stressed up, like i'm not.

i hate quarrelling, but i have to voice it out.

i just want you t show that you bother, that you care.

yet you don't do anything, and that's making me feel worst.

then i'll start making noise again..

It's neverending.

i don't care at all, or you show just alittle more love..

you decide.

You want me to be understanding &let you play your game.

just tell me you wana play your game for goodness sake.

better than suddenly mia-ing, leaving me t wonder wtf you're doing.

sigh, i'm sick of quarrelling. &i know you do too.

so why can't we do something about this?

Quarrels are supposedly made, to make th r/s stronger.

but apparently to you, it's making it worst o.o

i guess it really depends on how you choose to look at it bah. :S

you want your life, your game.

just tell me what you're doing, it's enough ;D.

I want your attention, love and care.

whether you want t give it t me, &make me happy.

you decide :3 Byebye. &ily.

Nights ~ hoho.

There's no story w/o love.❤10:52 PM

Thursday, October 14, 2010

Hello.
School sucks, boring lessons, usual people.
nothing to elaborate on.
life sucks too, only school, audi, sleep.
nothing much to say.
Trying to be happy, even know i can't be.
it took all this time, to realise that faking a smile is really that hard.
i admit, i'm not understanding at all.
but i'm trying to be, and that's why i'm like that now.
but why, am i feeling so alone? I don't know either.
i want the best for you, but. I want the best for us too. ;sigh
Mel's so naive, hoping for a miracle that'll never happen. :$ Haha.
aiya. whatever lah, my life's so screwed anyway.
anything for you (: love you more than i've always did silly ass :3
byebye.

There's no story w/o love.❤9:29 PM

Friday, October 08, 2010

Hello people, well.

sadly, it was the last day of work tday.

just when i made so many friends, i'm leaving.

guess it's alright since can keep in contact with them. (:

time flies, and school's starting next monday.

a brand new semester to score &study for, :Ds.

Yay-ness, it's me &baby's second month in 4mins x)

so happy i can see him again! :3

just wondering, whether he still loves me th same way as before.

cause everything just feels so insecure now.

i once thought that this wouldn't happen,

but it's all happening again..
game, gaming, gamers.
games or me? guess you'd rather not choose,
because you don't wana hurt me, :S.
Well, just hoping for the better.. (:
toodles people. Nights.
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Baby, i know you'd be my last.
but i can't make it all happen alone,
it takes two hands to clap.
Promise me, you'd walk with me till th end. (L)

There's no story w/o love.❤11:51 PM

Tuesday, October 05, 2010

Rahhhhhhhhhhhs.

It has been four days since i've seen baby.

i miss die him lahs. ):

well, work today was quite alright.

worked overtime to earn alittle more money, hoho.

Most likely gona wake up early to see baby tmr morning! :D.

yay-ness! :3 heheh.

wonder how's baby de N's so far, hope he can scoreeee :)

aiyaaas, not hope. Is confirm can. :x

Anyway, while on th way back today.

i saw a crazy auntie on th bus :o

she's like scolding people for no reasons also, LOL joker.

dn understand why thr's so many scary people nowadays. :S

well, waiting for baby's call.

i just hope, he remembers to call... tsk.

There's no story w/o love.❤10:01 PM

Sunday, October 03, 2010

Baby boy, do you know how much i missed you? ):
hope you get back your phone soon, i love you. D:
jiayou for your N's tomorrow k? Tht's if you saw this.
gng work now, ;) Lovedieyou (L)

There's no story w/o love.❤5:07 PM