Find th right guy♥♥
Couple Rings♥. Nanyang poly/others. First day of school :B
GPA 3.5 &above
Lappy:D
Pink Digital Camera:D
New phone! Grey/Blue contact lenses.
CNY clothes! Tops/Shorts. Shades.
Red/Pink Roses.
Belts. Wallet.
Bags.
Overseas trip w/ my love♥
Sunrise w/ my love♥ Singapore Flyer. Outing w/ besties:D
More $$$!
Pretty Moments.
Please don't bark like a fucking dog.
Unhappy w me, tell me straight at my face.
Dare t spam, dare t leave a name.
work, work, work everyday. srsly no life alr ._. not enough time t spend w baby, and everybody else. i miss my boy so much. D: Well, shopped at westmall w jas just now, bought four nail polish at body shop which costs $11plus in total X: soon after went t trim eyebrows, at $6 :D thn shopped arnd, and saw unitians ! Ohkay, i dn knw their names, but yah, recognise faces :) wanted t buy th shimmery foundation, but jas say it was too ._. 'over' Lol X: went t ock t buy snacks, before returning home. Lol, on th way t th interchange, a guy stopped us &told us tht he was having a competition t see who cld sell th most markers--" and tht he was selling us $2each, jas's immediate reply : NO. =l but ltr on he kept bugging, so yah, jas &me fork out $1 t shut him up -.- So 'lol' please, might as well i go buy a 5o-9ocents pen, and sell it t pple at $3. if they're thinking why its so ex, just say ... "This is a v special pen, bcos I AM giving it t you." lmao ! :X jas was also like saying "i seldom give pple pen too, so you shld feel honoured." LMAO. muahahs ! :D Chatted w jas on th bus, till i reached. was fun tday lah, had a great time w you girl ! love you truckloads♥ :)
Ps , baby i miss you alot lahs, looking forward t tuesday. i love you :DDDDDDDDDDD .
6:11 PM
Friday, November 28, 2008
Helloooohs people-♥
work tday, late agn ._. not as busy as ytd tho. th thot of me getting scolded fr nthg ytd rly sucks --" Curse tht chef, !#$%^&*@ :l did closing w meiyun tday, mop &sweeped th floor myself. Super tiring ._. chatted w baby &XiaoPang on sms while on th way hme. lmao lah, XiaoPang tht ass keep irritating :l and yah, he is looking fr a vampire girlf, sexy &fierce :D LOL, interested tell me uh. Ahahah X; hms, saw my pay fr th first 3weeks le, $6ooplus. Sweeee ! (: told b tht i'm gona treat him t sit spore flyer on our third mth :D two ah hai sitting, LOL. quite true, but, think its gona be fun :D Shaun tmr not coming le, working 1o.3o-8.3o--" heng got ah peng, ah qiang &marissa♥ thanks t tht ass, i shall go sleep now. bye people ! :D
9:15 PM
Tuesday, November 25, 2008
Felt so much better after melvin korkor talked t me. muahahas :D what he said rly made total sense (; it takes a long long time t build trust, but it takes a few minutes t break it. &put yourself in other pple shoes :l Im sorry b, this time it was my fault, i wn repeat it agn alrts ? :D anw, melvin korkor told me th song beyonce - if i were a boy. seriously found it meaningful, do listen t it whn u're free people ! (;
7:53 PM
th feeling sucks whn you wished someone could cheer you up, butno one did. th feeling sucks whn you needed someone so badly, but thrs no one. th feeling sucks whn you're lost &helpless, but you're still left alone. th feeling sucks whn you talked t someone, but th person ignored. th feeling sucks whn th one closest t you, is not by your side. th feeling sucks whn i'm missing someone so badly, but i cnt do anyth. All this clearly describes how i'm feeling right now. how wonderful , ain't it ?
5:46 PM
Sigh, i'm sorry, fr everyth. i rly am. quitting tht stupid game from now onwards. Tday, was seriously th day my eyes rot, &my eyebags swell. th day my knuckles turn red '&start t become numb. ==' it was also th day t reflect what i've been doing all these days.. sigh, it seriously took me tht few minutes, t realise how much you meant t me, how much i needed you, how much i couldn't live w/o you. &how much itook you fr granted. i understand tht what you're doing now, hve a reason. I'll reflect, i'll change, fr th sake of you. its my fault, my mistake &i'm willing t repent. will you, give me this chance ?
-Whr are all th asses, whn you need thm most ? o.o &tyou jiayiMARMIE, fr everyth, ily ! :D
3:05 PM
Monday, November 24, 2008
Hello world :D
Started work at 1o.3o tday. heng got marissa '&ah qiang pei me tday xD. morning was fucking crowded, mistakes made, people getting scolded. Blah blah. As usual, ah qiang brought me t th main kitchen &taught me. andand, th uncle thr v friendly! Lols, ohkay. Super random --" X; well, did nightshift w marissa. she helped me t cook laksa ! xDDDD. Its nice lah, but i totally dn knw why th laksa got wanton, fishball &charsiew one. Lmao ! Damn cute, i was like eating &staring at it ._. took turns t eat, &work, cos thrs only th two of us :l slacked awhile, before gng home later on. ---------------------------------------------------------------------- Muahahas, ah qiang's exchanging days w me. so yeah, i dn hve t work tmr '&wed :D but, sat hve t work from 8.3oam-2.3opm, Gg. its like sooo ohmygod, how am I suppose t wake up tht early ? Cmi, confirm late X: and yah, sat th ass is working too. a guy named shaun ._. impression of him, BAD. Cos many pple said he was a full time slacker. Lmao, lets just see, how slack he is :D he better not pon tht day, or i'll hve t work like 8.3oam-8.3opm, which is like fk --" lols, ohkay, nvm == Sad case, i sdnly hve th cravings fr conrad's cesar salad D: miss it alot lah, rofl ._. Ohkay, enough nonsense X: will end it here now, byeeee pple (;
i'm back t update(: work was super boringggg tday. very few pple, very few things t do. '& tht isn't good cause th time is fucking slow ._. anws, luckily working w qiang tday(: he thot me many things i dn knw, and help me w many things too. also made me laugh like crap lah, so it was alright overall XD. Super bad of him t laughed at me whn i couldnt reach t take things TT ahh, enough about work, thinking of it also wana cry ._. ------------------------------------------------------------- Ohmyguanyinma man, what is ur fucking prblm ? i didn't fucking hide anything from you okay ? please stop ur fucking birdbrain thinking, &Shut up. you'll tell me things you plan in days ahead or in future right ? Did you ? Ha, im like so invisible ~ Woooooooo ! i fucking hate people who fucking scold me like no fucking business. and, ha. Come t think of it, its like..Ohmygod, th closest person t me ! :O this is gona take a fucking real long time t forget, lets just hope, time fucking past quickly :D
8:44 PM
ohkay, i knw i look like a super duper freaking retard.
But yeah, b wn talk t me until i post this D:
Sorry lah boy, love you ! (;
1:26 AM
Sunday, November 16, 2008
Went out w B ytd t jurong point :D ate fish &co. it was super hillarious lahhhs. After we ordered our food, b was like damn serious.. B :*looks into my eyes &' wanting t take my hand* thn sdnly, th menu tht was standing dropped down. B :*takes th menu &' whack it on th table many times*stupid ! Can't you see im trying t be romantic ? AHAHAH, i was like laughing my head off lahhs. super cute please :D &yah, th total money we spent on tht was $74++ . lmao, th food made ofgoldone X: Aftr tht jiu went hme le, played habbo all th way X; really v sorry t b luhr, didn't knw you dn like it mahs. you got ur game, thn i also find smth t do wadh D: well,special thanks t those who gave me presents anyways♥. rickyUNCLE ; xiexieee uh :D &thanks t those who wished me ; rdm order. JesslynAiai, KingngeeCounsellor, RickyUncle, ChuhuiJiemei, JasmineBabah, ElaineKumgong, Norisah, JaswinBestie, ShannonDiku, VincentDaddy, Iris, KennethAhmah, KennethDumbcow, YanShan, PingKwangNephew, LydiaJiejie, FhazrinBrother, Yvonne, Daphne, JiaQiJiejie, WeeKiatGuaikia, Alvin &alot of habbo peeps X: it was super cute seeing you all challenge t see who was th first t wish lah, LOL :D B, i wana thank you th most, fr everyth, fr making my bday so memorable. ILOVEYOU :D ♥ ; Love you guys too :D
5:22 AM
Saturday, November 15, 2008
Helloooohs people♥
ITS MY BIRTHDAY TDAY ! xDDDD Special thanks t all those who wished me, all th sweet msges are much appreciated♥ :) well, had dinner w baby '&family ytd at hotel conrad. each person was like $6o =l thanks alot t mummy ! :DDD th food thr was ohkay lahs, vienna was much better tho X; thanks fr th cake, th bear '&everyth anyways (; Oh yah, i received many angbaos, im super rich now ! Hohoho :D gng out w baby later in th afternoon, looking forward yeah ? maybe will edit post later on bah(: Anws, w regards t Jasmine Babahs request, i'll jio you out on my off day alrts ? Thn we'll see whr t go ! :D and, thanks alot baby, fr everyth. i love you, and yes. i'm willing t hve you t celebrate my bday w me every single year (;
W loveees ; ' Mel♥
1:11 AM
Wednesday, November 12, 2008
Happy Birthday t you ! Happy Birthday t you ! Happy Birthday t Terence ! Happy Birthday t you ! :D
-Sorry i cldn't turn up fr ur bday due t work ); do help me tell ur mum :D Baby, enjoy urself oks ? I'll sms you aftr work, love ya ! <3.
10:27 AM
Tuesday, November 11, 2008
Current Mood : Tired T.T
Ohkay, dragged my ass out of bed at 7am. reached workplace fifteen minutes before it start (; tday was kind of fun, cause got pple t entertain me during work. LOL X: after david went hme arnd four, left sithra &ahqiang only. So i stayed and help out until eight-thirty tho i'm supposed t leave at five :l waited fr baby t come '&he arrived at seven :D baby ordered a cheese omelette, mee rebus &ice milo. &auntie irene was super good lahhhhs. she say tht since i helped out fr so long, baby just have t pay fr th mee rebus (; Th pple thr are super friendly please :DDD hms, after tht baby sent me hme, Slacked awhile, before he left. super tired now pleaseeeeeee imagine working from 9am-8.3opm, RAWRR ! ._.
byeeee people ; takecare ! :D
11:19 PM
Monday, November 10, 2008
Current Mood : Speechless
Please, i really hope you cn stop making assumptions. i did NOT off my phone fr your info. its not as if you dn knw tht my phone is always giving me prblms. I'm sorry if i made you wait so long, but i have no intention on doing tht. sorry fr neglecting you too, but i'm playing pool. i can't do two things at a time, so yah, hope you understand. my main purpose of typing this post is t let you knw, tht i DID NOT off my phone on purpose oks ? So yah, baby..please, try not t make assumptions anymore alrights ? i love you .
-I can't get you on ur phone too, call me once you see this. Tyou :D
6:36 PM
Sunday, November 09, 2008
Current Mood : ? Missing Baby ? LOL X;
Well, didn't update ytd as i was seriously freakingggg tired D; work actually started at 3.3opm but i forgot th timing, '& ended up reaching thr at 2.4opm-.- Have t wait like 5omin before i cn start work, wadh th ._. th work seriously past time lahhs. work awhile thn realised alr 8pm =l after work, went t visit a staff from our cafe at th hospital w marissa '& aunt jo. Ohkay, they're two super friendly pple :D they have totally same opinions w me tho they've worked thr much longer X; bus-ed down t sembawang w them fr dinner. slacked awhile after tht before gng hme. Stupid phone always giving me prblms nowadays, sorry b, didn't reply ur msg X:
-Off days ! Wheeeets ~ Tue starting work agn (: B, Imy! D;
1:24 PM
Friday, November 07, 2008
Current Mood : Exhausted =l
Well, firstly. i wana wish b a HAPPY SECOND MTH♥ tday was also th starting of my holiday work :D reached thr '&started work at arnd 9am. th things tht have t be done thr are quite simple lahhhs. take order, place th table settings, serve th food, clear th table. Tht's mostly all :D th best thing was tht all th pple thr are super friendly ^^ kept joking arnd while working, LOL X; while, th worst thing was... th customer saw a cockroach at th doorstep, so. yahs, i had t kill it. D: It was super duper disgusting lahhhhs ! not only dirty my shoes, still have t clean th mess up. LOL ;l ohkay, worked like from 9am-5pm before gng sembawang t meet b (: leg totally hurt like mad please ._. imagine standing fr th whole day '&break fr only 3omin. Lmaos X; met b '&took mrt t cwp. Went t jack's place fr dinner, saw th price and my eyes nearly popped out. LOL ! =l after dinner, went mini toons t find chu. disiao-ed her awhile, before gng hme :D and fook, i have hmw ); memorising th whole menu's shortform, so i cn take orders tmr T_T Hais -o-
-A long and tiring day. And ya, work tmr agn. From 3.3opm t 8.3opm. -_-"
10:35 PM
Thursday, November 06, 2008
post dedicated fr baby ;
Hey boy, i knw you care alot about me. but all i wana do is t assure you tht everything will be fine. he's just a friend t me lahhhs, nthg more. '&wadh more, thrs ys too. So dn think or worry too much oks ? D; even though i'm out tday, i wana let you knw tht i'm thinking of you every single minute, '&missing you much more than before. i love you boy ! <3.
11:57 AM
Current Mood : Shocked._.
Received a phone call from daddy asking me t call th cafe o.o called her '& a lady picked up th phone asking me t go t work tmr. wadh a shocking news lahhhs. its far, thomson road. but at least th pay is arnd $6 ? Lols, attire is black jeans w covered shoe, clothes they provide(: sian. wear wadh shoe ? Choir shoes ? LOL ! X: well, must wake up super early tmr, reach thr at 9am. '& yah, my stupid asshole daddy called & say he'll bring me thr tday t see. i was like "huh ? tday gng out ley." thn he say wadh "tmr horh, you better reach thr by 9am on yourself." thn he hang my call, knn. think i'm dumb ah ? i cn find a way thr MYSELF :D hms, guess tht's a strike off my wishlist (; byeeee people ! (:
-YanShan, i'll help you check whether they still need pple oks ? :D
10:53 AM
Tuesday, November 04, 2008
Afternoon people ;
Stayed at home th whole of tday. wanted t find XinGan tday, but changed my mind. received a call from dn knw which ass tday. lmao, jiaowei please. Dn talk about my boyf if you dn have th rights t do so. i doubt a kind of person like you will be any better. Ha X: thanks fr your entertainment fr tht few minutes before i put down. it was really fun hearing you talk nonsense :D Well, currently waiting fr b t come♥ shall edit th post later, tht is if thr is anyth t update laaa (; anws, special thanks t XinGan, fr talking t me ytd night. il0veyou girl ! <3.
Tata ~ - ' Mel♥
4:47 PM
Monday, November 03, 2008
♥Evening people ;
Went causeway w yanshan tday, watched th show lakeview terrace. it was super sickening lahs ! hate th stupid cop t th core man, kill himmmm ! :D well, starting of th show was boring, super draggy lahs :l after tht was kind of okay. Aftr th show we went shopping arnd before heading t sakae fr dinner. really sorry b, didn't tell you bcos we made a somehow last minute decision ); ate damn full lahs, think got 2o+ plates ? &udon plus dessert. Mygoodness, gona go diet-ing le, hais ._. bus-ed home later on. saw daddy whn i was walking hme, '& yah, thr he goes yacking &nagging about th stupid job stuff. he wanted me t like start on th 6th ? but it was me &b's second mth on th 7th, wadh a inconsiderate ass. still lose his temper, lmao. You think i wana work ? i'd seriously rather stay at hme &rot my ass off-.- hms, fifth of nov working fr daddy le. jiayiMummy cldn't work so i asked XinGan instead :D looking forward t tht day, got b & XinGan. Two important pple in my life working w me, so blessed. ahahahs(;
-Goodbye people ! ' Mel♥
11:34 PM
Saturday, November 01, 2008
moodswings nowdays, can't control much of my temper. i guess ? or is it bcos i've been hurt too much alr ? it seems like you're unhappy w me most of th time. if i'm in th wrong, i'm sorry. but will you forgive ? i can't stand myself sometimes, being over protective. '& thinking so much all th time too. but, can't you say anyth t assure me ? can't you say anyth t comfort me ? i guess, you dn notice any thing i'm doing, cause ure distracted, most of th time. all th hints & stuff, will change into being straightforward. if tht is wadh you wan. Alrights ?
i dn wana talk ? yeah, right. do you even knw im crying ? do you even knw how i feel ? sometimes, i really do wonder, whether i mean anyth t you.
10:23 PM
Arghs, fuck it. What th hell did i do wrong again ?
3:36 PM
Sigh, quarrels nowadays.. piling up. More '& more. sick of it, cn we please. DN quarrel anymore ?