Making mistakes over &over again.is there really a fking problem with me? i really hate it, i've lied to you once, abusing your trust now.trust is important, but it's also the most difficult thing t do, sorry my dear.Cause i'm possessive, cause i'm sensitive.Cause i'm curious, cause i'm afraid.i'm anything you wana say, i'm speechless. Lost for words.now i know what's the meaning of giving space.&that, holding on too tight, is not a good thing either.Sorry boyfriend, again &again.
11:54 PM
Temporary fear for Spagetthi D:
Okay, woke up super early today.
which is like, so surprising please :X
supposed to report for two weeks but, like. Who cares? ._.
Chiong-ed my chemistry &biology homework for the first two lessons :l
&after that, during bio, i guess half the class KO-ed. Lmao x.x
during chinese lesson, did standard thing..copy essays, lol--''
tio shoot by Mdm yue though. Laughs :l
For chem lesson, we went cyber centre for CE,
spent like half an hour logging into the damn website la dots-.-
can't believe the computer is actually slower than mine.
chatted with Kenneth &Junhan on msn, to kill my boredom, rofl ._.
&for maths, Ys patiently taught me how to do maths questions.
i was like yawning everytime she taught me one, super sian.
But ya, i know, have no choice but to pass maths to get into poly ):
assembly was boring &full of nonsense.
fancy complimenting the stupid chicken school when it's already sucky. DOTS.
AEP after school was cancelled, so i went canteen to meet XM :D
slacked at canteen &waited for dear to bus to Cck.
When he was about to reach, bus-ed there to meet him.
bought ingredients at NTUC, and bus-ed to my house for spaghetti.
RAHHHS, i'm like super sick of it now.
the thought of the taste makes me feel like puking.
&i pity my dear boy plox,
the first time i see you not finishing your meal, LOL :X
Well after that, we 3 fell asleep in my room due to the aircon,
super cold please, really hoped the weather in spore will be like that la ):
anyway, watching the news now.
about the swine flu, omfg la x.x
seriously luhr, whoever kena really super suay D:
Shall end this post now, try to takecare of your healths now people.
don't get sick! ESP. LING ! :X
&&, i'm still agreeing with what Shetqi said.
is botak the new trend? LOL.
Grief can take care of itself, but to get the full value of joy you must have somebody to divide it with. And that is you, my dear :D (L)
9:51 PM
Hello people! :DUpdated cause dear asked me to. :Pwoke up early today, and have no idea why i was late for school.it's the second time, so not very serious.got caught for long-polished nails again, and ya.wrote report, and Ms Kom's calling my dad later on :lHave to report at the DM room everyday for 2weeks ._.it's okay, i'll take it as a way to make myself not be late :Dwent into class.&had a really different feeling :li realised that, after not going school for so many days.it really changed alot, perhaps only for me ._.Really have to thank &apologise to the people that cared for me.Yanshan, fhazrin, farid, elaine, jasmine &the others who asked me.but seriously, the class has only became a place for me to study in,excluding all the noise la. Obviously.i guess the real friends that have always been there for me are the usual ones.ILY guys lots ;) thanks.
&for the smiley face person, thanks for your comments on the topic.
but, don't ever think you'll have the chance to get him from me. -'- off.
-Alot of work to catch up on, jiayou mel! :D&dear, sorry for all the wrong things i've done.
i will go to school everyday from now onwards, everyone who sees this can be the witness.
believe me, just one more time (:
NOBODY will snatch you away from me, (L)
3:02 PM
Yes, i skipped three days of school.
I fucking regret it now.
But whats the point?
Fuck my fucking immature &childish brain.
Good friends getting worried for me,
Fucking gossipers badmouthing me behind my back.
The worst thing is, the one i truly love lost all the trust in me.
Life is fucking meaningless now.
I really don't know why i didn't think properly before doing anything.
I guess that was a lesson learnt, to WAKE UP.
Before everything was too late.
All i ask for, is a chance.
Sorry people, for dragging you all down when i wanted to skip school.
Don't quarrel over me anymore, it's pointless.
It's my fault, blame it all on me.
I admit, i give up, i'm speechless.
I've got nothing more to defend myself.
Fuck my retarded brain, fuck my retarded life.
Dear, nothing can ever replace you.
I've really regretted lying to you, i seriously don't know what's wrong with me.
I'm sorry for throwing away the trust you had in me.
I'm sorry for causing so many problems for you.
I'm sorry for not listening to you, and going on with my childish acts.
I'm sorry for making you so disappointed in me.
I know all the things that you have done for me, is for my own good.
I ignored it, and went on with what i wanted.
I'm selfish.
All i can say is, i fail as a girlfriend.
Let time help me regain the trust you had for me,
I want to be the only one you can ever trust.
Give me one more chance, just one more.
8:28 PM
Firstly, HAPPY BIRTHDAY JiejinKor! :D
A long time since i've posted.
and people are complaining that i'm not updating :X
Well, wanted to be a kind soul today and donate blood.
but unfortunately, after completing the 'test',
i realised i didn't bring the consent form.
so ya, a totally wasted trip, and a waste of money too :l
Slacked around at yewtee with baby, kerene, jj, xinmin, jeslyn &charlotte.
waited for Adriano &weiling to come :)
that stupid kenneth lied to me, he said he's was going to call. Sad case. :l
after both of them came, we sang the birthday song repeatedly, LOL.
Took turns to smash the cake on kor's face too :P
after that, all of us bus-ed to baby's house :)
slacked there, sang songs, crapped alot.
stayed till around 8plus then kor &kerene left.
Me, baby, weiling, xinmin &adriano then headed to KFC for dinner,
chatted alot, about habboers and stuffs.
bought milktea before going up the bus, and i wore baby's slippers home! LOL
totally forgot to change back please, sorry dear ):
And thanks alot, for being so kind :P Hahas.
talked alot through the whole journey, reached batok damn fast la D:
totally sian-ed though, there's school tomorrow.
&unfortunately have to see fakers again ):
So sad, stupid school, stupid people.
i realised that now, i'm going school for the sake of going.
for the sake of studying, not anything else.
so ya, nothing really matters to me anymore,
at least i know that i have this gay-family always there for me.
& the most wonderful boyfriend i can ever have :D
With all this, i'm more than contented.
love you guys loads! ;)
Ps, thanks jason &adriano for tearing the bus seat out for me, LOL
Ps, thanks alot to baby. For clearing my doubts &everything yesterday night, i love you boy! :)
10:43 PM
Baby, thanks for everything you've done.for lending me a shoulder to lie on,for lending a listening ear to pour my sorrows to,for sharing tears and laughters with me,for tolerating my nonsense all the time,
&most importantly, for going through the good &bad times together with me.I love you boy, you'll always be a part of me (:you'll never be alone, cause you'll always have me.Happy 1st month♥ # 11o3o9<3
1:41 AM
Happy First Month!♥
Well, yesterday Baby, JJ, Adriano, Kerene, Acemond, Xinmin, Jason &Ahboy came :)
played mahjong &slacked around in my room.
The feeling was super weird playing cause WeilingGirlf &kenneth wasn't around :X
we're missing one person who loves hugging the packet of chips as he believes it's his lucky charm :X,
and my dearest laughing gas partner who makes me laugh with her till my stomach hurts.
LOL, seriously miss you two damn loads la ):
Anyway, played and slacked till 7plus, before going down for dinner :D
came back up, slacked around and watched alone.
then pei-ed Jason &Adri down cause they going home.
Baby, acemond, kerene &JJ ton-ed :)
slept quite early as all of us was tired ._.
Adriano came around 6plus in the morning,
and they were like making a hell load of noise-.- LOL :l
they left around 8plus, and i woke up to help them lock the door.
how kind of me :P
Well, slept and slept till 3pm :X
woke up, bathed &went Aloy's house.
then we bus-ed to parklane &played lan for awhile.
Super dumb, retarded computers today. :l
after lan, went Cathay to have dinner with baby, before busing to boonkeng.
while in the bus, two fking bangalas are super idiotic please-.-
1: Their fking plastic bags are placed so fking near to me &baby's leg.
2: The bitch's leg keep hitting onto mine throughout the journey.
3: The bitch's armpit has BO, and is facing directly at our faces.
4: The bitch pushed me because she wanted to sit down, when i was going to alight.
fking hell, its the first time i see such a idiot so kan jiong for one pathetic seat--''
can't blame, she look like some people who migrated from africa or something.
damn sad, retarded blackass-'-
I remembered saying something like "Walan eh, bu yao tui wo la cb".
and baby was like telling me, i should have scolded in english.
cause the blackie didn't understand, ROFL.
the way he told me how i should scold made me laugh like crap :X
Enjoyed today alot, thanks baby :)
besides that blackie incident laaaa. LOL :D
1:32 AM
Oral and 2.4km run kills;
Math lesson was boring, he teached too slow.and i fell asleep, lols.
PE was horrible, i didn't know there was 2.4 today ): Sad.
but nevermind, after so long of 'not running'.
at least i still managed to pass, :D
position 8, timing 16.07 Rofl.
at least got maintain somewhat the same timing as last year's. :)
After that was chemistry, lmao.
i actually failed by 4marks for MYE ._.
i'm dead, failing this and that again.
don't even know whether i will be able to go out again after i get back the results D:
&ya, i wasted $12 on CHINESE stuffs today.
How wasted-.- and, not worth it.
i'm neither going to touch nor read it, laughs --''
well, english oral after school today.
it was kind of easy? But ya..
afraid the marks will be disappointing as always );
Reached home early today, super early.
cause i'm dead tired, roar!
shall stop here people. LOVES* aloy... LOL!
hahahs, nah, not only him.
Loves everyone! Tata ~ :)
5:46 PM
Yesterday's outing was fun. :)
went for the 2009 dog's walk @bishan park.
with Aloy, mummy &daddy :D
Aloy ton-ed the night, and we seriously perspired through the night la,
managing to survive w/o aircon. LOL ._.
well, after the walk, went home to change before going vivo.
Met Jiejin &Xinmin first, followed by Adriano &Ahboy :)
Kerene &Weiling then came soon after :D
went to giant to buy drinks as Weiling, Adri &Ahboy wanted to drink.
headed to skypark to slack soon after that.
Jason, another new habboer joined us too :D
anyway, nice to meet you! (:
Later on around 6-7, we headed to evol @parklane for lan^^
since there were 8people, we played l4d versus mode :D
took turns to be zombies &humans.
seriously super fun la, hahahs.
Aloy, me, Kerene &Xinmin was in the same team,
we pawn their ASSES man! :) Buahahs :B .
And, didn't go school today.
met Aloy &weiling in the morning and went parklane,
after that went toa payoh for Mc.
bused to Aloy's house after that and slept till night time,
ate dinner, audi-ed &bused home.
Thanks baby, for always being there with me :D
11:32 PM
Yaw people :D
Well, watched "Confessions of a shopaholic" with Chu on thursday after th paper,
that is something you definitely cannot miss! :D
th cinema was like filled with me &chu's laughter the whole time, :X
Skipped school on friday because i was lazy to go cross-country, Lol.
did something dumb though, i forgot to go see doctor &take Mc.
die already, don't know what to do ._. lmao.
went to boonkeng to find baby and bus-ed to th market for breakfast.
After that headed to parklane &lan-ed for two hours,
before going to baby's house for more audi ;x
slacked around till 5plus before bus-ing to my house :)
aloy used th comp while i slept ~ x.x
Ate dinner together with mummy before sending him to th bus-stop.
Ivan's birthday parteh tomorrow, wooooo ~
looking forward to it, cause baby coming with me! :D
Cyaaaas people ,
' Mel♥
Nothing can ever replace you boy, i love you :D
1:35 AM
Okay, this post is mainly to reply tags :)
Aloy : Hahas, i updated ;D And no la, not true. Dn think so much, i love you! :D
Matthew : LOL, that's kerene? Ohmygod. Unbelievable :X
Nick : Hey gaylord :) Yeah, perhaps th formal outing next week :)
Jeslyn : Hahahs, outing soon okay? MISSES* :D
Gabriel : Yes gabriel, i totally agree with you la. MYE sucks (:
Annabelle : Ohmygod, HELLO :) Erm. How t tag back when you nv invite me t ur blog? LOL
Weiling : WOOOO ~ Thanks for th tag girlf, you are LOVED ^^
Charlotte : Hahas, alrights. Linked you already :)
Kerene : Laughs, i love mei too :) Dn worry la, aloy nv bully me--'' LOL.
6:32 PM
Firstly,HAPPY APRIL FOOL'S DAY PEOPLE :DLaughs, really sorry to all those that thought my jokes were real :Xdon't want to mention names, LOL !anyway, to that male dog, not happy say out please.stop typing stupid lame stuffs in your msn nick, grow up you idiot.I'm sorry if you can't take jokes, so sad for you.would have not wasted my message on you if i had known earlier ):sad );Anyway, had a real fun time with Aloy baby today.went baibai with him, before heading t plaza sing for subway :Dafter that went parklane for lan &audi-ed all th way ~super fun chaining slow songs la, combo x10 tday.&Aloy told the owner that i'm a hacker. Idiot-'- LOL.After that went pizza hut, and used the cheapskate coupon thing :Xwent in, ate &drank soup. Total amount = $8. yeah, we spent $8 for our dinner, in PIZZA HUT. LOL.Nice plan eh? After that went aloy house downstairs t cab home ;DI love you so much boy, never be replaced! :D
2:22 AM
Melissa's my name ♥.
hotmail;
friendster;
Loved ;
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Lijun♥
Mixue♥
TWL♥
VKKJ♥.
