Today's freakingly tiring.
first day of work, life at the cafe is becoming from bad to worst.
really didn't expect myself to get exhausted so fast.
Made many dumb mistakes, humiliated myself and such.
totally moodless to even eat anything.
work ended @5.45 &i went home to bathe,
shortly later went westmall to buy subway cookies home for dinner.
just because nobody's at home &i got nothing to eat.
And adding up to the burden, was my beloved boyf not believing me,
laughs, i didn't know going to westmall alone was a weird &strange thing.
maybe it's hard to believe for him, but ya. Too bad, i guess.
All i could think of was promising him to go home straight after work &not going out anymore.
&he can simply say he's sure that i'm guilty now because that's what i always say.
laughs, nevermind.
I'm sick and tired of this, thanks for not believing my honesty,
thanks for letting me know that people aren't given chances to repent.
thanks for letting me know how much you don't trust me.
&YA. thanks for letting me know that having a crave for subway cookies is wrong too. ;]